my lil world

2008-02-29T21:47:00.005+08:00

wellwellwell

after so long of silence in my blog,
i shall write my first entry of the yr2008..

things are getting fine and all..
tho imperfection still lies within all these..

i realise that i have plenty of stuff tat i want to write out
but in the same time, i have no idea wat am i writing
oh crapp!

sipppp

just moved hse a few days ago.
somehow its gd cos its muchmuchmuch bigger than the previous one,
the onli thing tt i dislike is tat the transportation are quite bad.
i shud pick up driving anitime soon. AJA!

just had a class chalet.
it was realli fun at the same time we were all realli drained out.
hahahh
i just couldnt believe tt we had 9 hrs of cycling in one night!
the experience was realli amazing tho'
i wonder when will there be a next time...

i will certainly miss my dearly classmates,
those going for attachment..
huijun<333, ivy, pekha, zj, wj and dz!!
whoever of u tt read tis must miss me ok!
meet-ups is definitely a MUST!!
XD

to all friends who are goin for attachments!
wish all of u the best and gd luck!
=D

i have tons of pictures tt i wud lyk to share..
but maybe in the next entry?

btw i had cny's celebration in bintan
at my maternal's grandpa's hse..
and we also celebrated my grandpa's 81st birthday.
we hav a realli big celebration over ther.
<333333

hmm

other than all tt
im sorta into baking and cooking lately
maybe its bcos i hav been watching my aunt and mum in the kitchen,
all the time since young and
by helping em out,
u sortof know a lil bit abt kitchen.

i have tried tarts, choux, cookies and brownies..
i'll be making cheesecake and tiramisu in these few days.
im realli excited for it!
hope evrything will end up lyk wat i expect it to be.
hoho.

guess tat shud just be a hobby for me. hm.
ohya! bt if u guys hav any gd recipes tt u wud lyk to share wif me, PLS DO!
carol'd be happy.
=DD

also, im totalli in love with puppies recentli.
esp! poodle! a TOY poodle!
first saw its picture just in a packaging of a stuff
n nvr did i thought tat i might saw it one day.
and i was lyk totalli freaked out!
i was lyk OK, i must not look at it or else i'll juz buy it back or sth.
its so damn exp can, 2400sgd. =.=

holiday is here and im totalli goin to get bored again.
why??
caroline is way too lazy to find a job
shes always got plenty of reasons why she shudnt get a job
and then she'll be ended up with nth to do!
but to watch drama series, movies blablablablabla
that is caroline.

Is that the real caroline?
sometimes i realli do want to know wat kind of person i am in their eyes.
can i?

hm alrights!
i will probabli goin back to batam next week or so.
have no idea when this blog is goin to be updated again
just hoping tt this blog will still exist then.
=))

laaa

2007-12-22T14:21:00.000+08:00

2007-10-10T23:52:00.000+08:00

Day 1

Mon
24.10.2007

It was a beautiful day indeed..
and my pa,ma,uncle,aunt,grandpa n ME r ready
to fly to Chengdu,Sichuan Province,China!!!

I dunno hw to describe d weather in der for u..haha!
bt they will onli hav hot sunny weather lyk Singapore for abt 2 weeks n tats it!
i'd love that too! lol

Upon arrival,
we were brought to a place full of flowerss...

Then, we watched a musical drama,
named "Jin Sha" at Chengdu..
which is realli great!

tats one of the character named "Yu" or Fish, plus me, ma and pa..

Me and the lead actress in tat drama!

Stayed a nite at Jiangyouuuuuu.......

-End-

2007-10-10T23:47:00.000+08:00

Hii peepsss

hm. After a long breakk, i will write abt my trip to China...

but

in the next post!

=))

2007-09-14T13:17:00.000+08:00

its time to get a break for awhile

2007-07-20T02:05:00.000+08:00

2007-07-07T00:18:00.000+08:00

BONJOUR!

yay!

i got my digicam

lalalalalaaaaa

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anw

i dun understand COST at all

i feel lyk banging my head to the wall siahh

i feel so stupid evrytime during lect n tt

arghhhhhh!!!!

=((

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and

for guitar i hav not come up wif my evaluation songs yet..

for solo pieces and the strumming one

ani recommendationssss?

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hmm

damnit!

i would say..

im totally broke nw!!

not bcos of tat digicam la.

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done wif tat..

i've taken sum shots..

randomly took arnd my hse balcony..

hahah!

i dun even noe tat our hse got so mani flowers la!

then my aunt was lyk..

'evrytime u come hm so late, still got see my flowers de meh?!'

LOL

true!

rose

crysanthenum

tis pic is my fav!

of course stil got mani other flowers.

bt im rushin nw..

leaving to indo..

havent prepared my stuff yet..

byeee

=DD

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repliess..

dor:

u 1038!

stop crapppping! =.=

shir:

whee! tell u wat!

im nagged again!

DUH!

im sososo pissed off la!

tskk

huii:

u take care too ahh =))

jac:

okok! hee

i'll take note of tat

2007-06-28T01:02:00.000+08:00

WHEEEE

to the ultimate

Virtuoso concert is overr

im so gonna miss evrything tat happened during d concert
its a real experience for me to perform in sucha concert
n im realli glad tat i was chosen!!
^^

had indeed taken alot of pics
bt not wif me yet..mayb will post in next entry or sth.

aniway
during the concert,
all of us realli had alot of fun..

evryone was so high tat d concert was a successful
altho theres one piece tat sounds bad.
wellwell,
after d concert
we went to town
had our dinner+supper
then..

we went to sing k
i can still remember tat my voice getting worse n worst
n evryone r still quite high i think
hahahah

FUNFUN

its my 1st time staying out in town til 6am+ tho'
=DD

bt im alrdy down mayb arnd 5 while d rest still looks energetic
tskk!

jeezzzzz
im so excited for the next yr's virtuoso concert!
cool!

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oolalalaaa
im so happy!
goin to buy a digi cam tis weekend.
wooooo

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and as expected
i didnt do well for ct..
so study harder bah!

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had french class on mon
n its vry fun indeed!
j' aime vous

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ohhh!
n i gt tis stomach flu
or dunno wat,
acute diarrhoe or sth.
it was sucha pain lah
tskk!

bcos of the haojian me n mabia had on sat's nite
next tym better dun buy from ther alrdy!
ahhh
cos both of us in tis kind of pain!
=.=

heng we r both fine alrdy..
if not we go n sue ar.
LOL

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take care evryoneee!!
<33

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repliess..

huii:
u noe i lyk to post food pics! hahahah
our chompchomp deal leh??

huijunn:
ok lah! next tym go chompchomp tgt!
in the next girl's talk! heh

sand:
linkedd!! i miss u girl! =D

shir:
my dear its over! =((
we must perform again for next yr ahh!

=DD

2007-06-18T00:02:00.000+08:00

HALOOOOOO

NPS will be having a concert, Virtuoso 14th.

On this coming Saturday, 23rd June 2007 at 7.30pm.

The venue is at Singapore Conference Hall.

There will be assemble performances from both guitar and strings sides.

We are selling the tickets at $10/$12.

If anyone of u are interested, pls inform me abt it k!

Do come n support us!

=)
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woooooo

chopmchomp feast!!!

me, shirley n sandra actualli went to chompchomp after guitar pract..
on last sat..

at first, we dunno wher to hav our dinner since evryones damn hungry..

then suddenly

shirley: go CHOMPCHOMP!

caroline: CANCAN!! wah shirley nice arh!!

sandra: laughss YAAA

lol

n so the 3 of us took bus there...

i swear we ate real damn ALOT!

goodness!

lets see!

hahahaaa
YUMMYYYYY
can u imagine 3 girls finished all these! plus we still ordered dessert! XD

man sitting beside us: (in dialect) wa, these 3 girls are big eater siah! O.O

tsktsk!

but it was nice!
the best meal thruout the week! rather than those sch canteen food!
so sick of 'em!

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holiday is goin to be over in juz afew more days..
dun feel the holiday mood at all actualli!
cant get too..
hav been practising for virtuoso..
lalalalalalala...

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i juz had home-made rice dumplings..
so full right nw..
i feel lyk a pig tis few daes.. damnit!

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ohyaa!
trying to master 'yesterday n today' w my guitar...
omgoshh! its goin to be great!
bt firstli, its tough!
hmm!!

i remember during a LMS lesson,
the tutor asked all of us wats ur aim for tis yr..

me: i wan to master at least 40 songs to play it wif my guitar..

(now) me: hmm! wait longlong i think! tsktsk

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finalli! i tink i hav kicked off me sleeping disorder..
at least i slept earlier! YEAAAA
and caroline is so happy for tat she wud not look lyk a dead zombie on d next day animore!
muahahahha

CRAPPINGG!

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ADIOSSSS

^^

2007-06-13T22:01:00.000+08:00

Privett

woo

i juz came across abt a celebrity named Thalia..

a Latin..
whos in news nw, bcos of her pregnancy..

knew it from perezhilton.com

see! totalli boredom!

so lyk,

didnt recognised her at 1st..

bt looking her pic for another glance..

i den realised tat shes one of my fav idol when i was young !

lyk duh! i tink when i was still in pri sch!

watching her telenovela/drama during weekdays wif my mum n aunt!

MARIA MERCEDES! MARIA LA DEL BARRIO! and ROSALINDA!

all damn nice!

im a drama mama okay!

andand!

she still looks vry preety n doesnt seem to hav change a bit!

tsktsk

im quite surprise to 'see' her again!

i guess none of u noe her?

from my impression of her in d drama

------------------------------->>>>>

TADAHHH

VOILAHHHH

okok! im being bored!

Pokaaa

2007-06-12T00:35:00.000+08:00

CI-LUK-BAAAAAAAAAAA

XD

omgoshh
i tink im suffering from sleeping disorder!
quite serious alrdy!

my eyes are lyk those on pandas nw..
grrr
so hating it!

want to sleep but cannot sleep..
damn irritating!!!!
wat kind of holiday is tat?
DUH

imsotireddddddddd
....

repliesss...

mingjun: hoy hoy!! go k! go k! hahah =D

feli: i miss u too sweetiee! <33

jasper: jasmine oi jasmine! XD

2007-06-07T17:05:00.000+08:00

shallom

i noe i hav not been updating lately
its bcos i was way TOO busy wif alot of stuff

okok!

so im vry glad on wat u guys hav tagged!
in the same time, sry for nt replying ur tags..
=))

realli thanks alot for ur concern.
^^

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CT is finalli over!
i miss my sleeping time lyk hell
and YESS! i slept for lyk 6 hrs once back home after cost ppr..
toking abt tat, i think my results for tis sem will be preety terrible..
OHHH forget it! its HOLIDAY time nw!
XD

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hmm
mini concert for guitar has over but not virtuosso which is yet to come..
havent been practising for da songs.
=X

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alot of things happened so fast tat sumtimes make feel so sick abt it
thinking abt it, nth realli goes well for me since the beginning of tis sem..
from d moment of enrolment stuff til nw..
made me realise tat tis world hates me
or perhaps life sucks for me..

oh wells..
i cant control my fate and so do u..

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however
life is indeed precious for its evry little bits..
treasure evry moment u hav n do take it to the fullest!
tats wat life is abt..

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someone close to me passed away a week ago..
i realli regret tat i did not spend my time with her muchh..
hmm
bt nvm..
one day,
we shall meet again in heaven..
till then, ahma..

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take care evryone!!
must eat lots of fruits..
so u wont get ani sickbugsss..

<333

2007-05-05T00:06:00.000+08:00

why problems always come to me all at once?

do u all noe hw to sympathize someone?!

ohwells, for some whoever i'll hav nth to say!

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imsodamndamnbusynowadayss

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i'll not be goin for 2mr's mini concert practice..
goin to accompany ma to another doc appoinment.

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for anonnn:
well, if u can assume wat happened to me is not true, why cant i do so?
and!and!and! this is my blog! i have the right to write anithing i want even without ur consent..
hm! lets realli hope tat ur not d person i noe! ANW tats not d main pt afterall!
if u think wat i wrote sounds nonsense to u, u may choose not to read it at all!
BYEE.

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peeps..
im not in a good mood recentli.
so dun come to provoke me.
im serious!
im too tired to even think of it!
so plss dont irritate me animore!

byeeee.

2007-05-04T01:01:00.000+08:00

HEYOO

hmm!!

yess! thanks for tat! my dear huijun! i'll remember!

nope! i dont nid one, mingjun! unless for FREE! XD

thx for ur CONCERN, anonnn! thats why!!
as i hav mentioned, it could juz be a misunderstanding..
bt since u dun even believe it, i guess theres no pt for me to say anithing too!
so yahh! HMM!
and i think i noe who u are!
......

um! thankss for dear shirley too!
for even suggested to go back wif me!
keep me away from watever dicky, tommy, john,lala,XXX!
LOL
=DDD

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*for anonnn, u can choose not to read tis! no pt too!

well..
bt seriousli!
i do sortof gt traumatised bcos of him!
i noe tats so stupid!
bt if u guys hav experienced such thing as me!
u would certainli get tis kind of reaction too!
n would hav known wat im feeling right nw!
grrrr
so anw lets end tis here!
im no mood for tis kind of things alrdy..

so
THE END.

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pa&ma are in spore nw..
they r goin for the doc appoinment 2mr..
n i cannot go!
bcos of tut n lect!
= (((

how i'd wish i can go along...

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will hav guitar practice on 2mr n sat!
so will b staying til late!
shoot!
my tutorials piling up!
n im gonna clear em off!!!

pokaa!!!

2007-05-02T03:59:00.000+08:00

OKAYY!!!!

below shots were taken from me n huijun's conver!
um!! actualli started from me n shirley's conver..
then i copy n paste.
LOL

its abt my yterdae's (mon) story..

so yahh!

u can click on d pic for clearer view..

HAHAHAAA

i guess im too bored!!

wat do u guys tink?

am i too paranoid? or wat?
=D

2007-05-01T22:39:00.000+08:00

my left eyelids has been twitching 2dae..
..........

issit givin me any signs of ill omens?
hopefulli nope!

^-^

replies to tags..

felii: thankss felii! evrythings gonna be alright! <33

shirleyy: ok! u buy for me! hahah! nw tat u noe who issit alrdy! save me plss! XD

mingjun: hahah! np! i'll rant evrything i wan to u then! =P

huijunn: missing u too!! <33

2007-04-30T22:03:00.000+08:00

hmm
ma coming here in tis few days
for another check-up..
so yahh..
thanks huijun!! i'll remember tat!! =))

AHHHHHHHHHHH

im sososo angry!
tat i lost my fav file at canteen!
plus my 2 sems' results slip inside!

i think im being followed juz nw!!!
realli freaked me out !
grrrr!!

2007-04-29T01:33:00.000+08:00

IM SUPER DUPER SAD+WORRY

= (((

hmm..regarding my mum's health..
howhow?!
i dun wan anithing to happen to her!!!

O Lord Jesus n Mother Mary..
BLESS HER WIF UR LOVE N CARE....
PLSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
T-T

<33

2007-04-24T22:00:00.000+08:00

im missing lots and lots of ppl!!!

<33

Estaras siempre en mi corazon

replies to tags..

weekok: aww..THANKSSS! =D

shirle: yuppo! n it cost me arnd 6 bucks for tat trip! XD

so yeah! 11 is our limit from nw on!

pokaaaa

2007-04-24T21:43:00.000+08:00

sumtimes i hav been wondering..
does she actualli regard me as a sister?
or am i nt doin d right thing as a sister?
i realli envy sisters who shares evrything 2gether..
and ther is tis sister's "love" connecting within em..
unlike us!
shes in fact,
more willing to tell others abt her stuff than to tell me.
thus i feel so stupid!
do i not spend enuf time to even communicate wif her?
issit my fault?..

thisfeelingreallisuckss
= ((

2007-04-21T02:48:00.000+08:00

ohmyguitarpractices.

when all started as i wanted to join a simple cca
in which i can still be connected wif music.

altho i wont be able to play my fav instrument
but still..
havin d chance to learn guitar is great too!

i cant believe im actualli goin to play in concerts
where i hav nvr ever tot abt tis at all!
seriousli..
it has never ever crossed my mind before
n im juz realli shocked tat i was selected to play in d concert..
oh plssss....

bt things realli tied me up quite abit tis few days
n will be, til d concerts end..

im just hoping tat tis wont make me feel stressful at all..
not even a tiny lil bit..

but i seriousli nid more time to catch some more SLEEP!!!!
zzzz

lovessss <33

p.s shirley!!!
if u read tis, lets stay for practices at most until 11pm+..
HAHAHAH
if not, i'll nid to take cab home again....
XD

replies to tagss..

huijun: we do "love" lectures, arent we? HAHAHAHA

mingjun: ERR........no link no link! XD

chuihuii: not realli alot of GY peeps la... =D

2007-04-14T18:53:00.000+08:00

hmm.. BAOC'07 is over nw!

its definiteli a great experience to be participate in it..
to be wif lots of fun loving ppl arnd..

Gusto Yamataikoku ROCKS!

im vry vry glad tat i joined!
n realli thankful for dear huijun..
shes d one who asked me to join..
definiteli no regrets at all!
=D

ow..im so gonna miss those days i've spent for tis..
it was just so memorable..
er..i sound so duh..

okay!
anyway
lovin GY ppl so much!
all of da SCOs, SBs n SCs...
they r all great ppl can!
misses <33

not forgetting GY1 !
esp d girlss..they rock!
including all d SBs n SCs.

MWAH!

im certainli gonna miss these moments tat i've spent in BAOC'07!

=)))

last but not least,
let me cheer for GY..

GY ke mama (ole ole ah ah)
GY ke mama (ole ole ah ah)
Shake it up (YEA)
Shake it up (YEA)

OOOOOOOO......... YAMATAI!!

HAHAHAHAH

ohya..
replies to my tags here:

shirley: of cos! we r gonna show em wat we truly hav in us!

jasmine: man u GO! hahah nw den u noe.. XD
chompchomp is at serangoon garden der lah..see la! who asked u to ps us on tat day..
muahahahha

huii: melody is goin to rock on d evaluation day man! YEA!
okok! set! we go chompchomp! =D

shall post d pics in next entry..
=))

2007-04-09T00:51:00.000+08:00

heyooo

great things r happening in my life tis few days..

on sat nite..

went to changi airport

n i realli lyk d feeling inside

as in,

it actualli reminded me of my travelling momentss

n i miss em so badli!

i felt as if i was goin to fly to other countries at tat pt of time

hahah

1 more day left for baoc to come

n im sososo excited for it!

hahah

GY rocks ok!

=DD

2007-04-08T02:42:00.000+08:00

oh shitt.
im havin running nose nw!
pls dun tell me im gonna b down with flu.

its another piece of crap entry!

nitesss....

GBU

ohyaya

HAPPIE EASTER!!!

2007-04-02T23:56:00.000+08:00

MAMMA MIA

BONJOUR~~~

i believe its alrdy mornin nw..

2dae's gonna be Good Friday..

n since im gonna take french as one of my IS modules..

y not i try to incluce sum french in here?hahha

u tink i siao or wat,

i oso dun care

i dun even noe wat i was writing abt!

so days here r preety busy n interesting lately...

baoc still yet quite alot of stuff to do..

guitar evaluation date is catching up..

god bless me!

hols r gonna end lyk SO soon!

i seriousli nid to go back i guess.

b4 d sch starts,

hopefulli im able to!

okay.

so lets start wif ta05 outing

we had in sentosa

on last monday..

some pics below..

i tink im gonna miss ta05 real soon when sch starts..

sucks.

im kind of into d baoc thing right nw

hopefulli its gonna b fun on d actual day!

hav been vry tired tis few days

evryday, der must b sth to do..

might as well get myself a job

hahah

lyk i hav said..

guitar evaluation is reaching up on d calendar alrdy!!

im so not looking forward for tis pls!

d comments i got was lyk "it sounded so dead"

kill me pls!

ok.so i need to put in more feelings when i play it!

i guess im too tired

but mayb its juz an excuse

haiss

i still cant get it right when it comes to wake me up when september ends

NO!

this is not d way i shud react!

pray pray pray hard

tat melody's gonna rock on d evaluation day!

n i realli nid to practise real lot

perhaps 2moro!

i'd not wan to disappoint anione!

alright?

so evryone!
lets AJA AJA tgt!

=))

peaceeee <333

2007-04-01T16:29:00.000+08:00

HALLLOO

back to update again

holiday is GREAT to hear when u're havin school
but when it comes to a long holiday,

bcum a lazy pig
n gained weight....
tats sound bad isnt it

hmm..

\(^3^)/

so
during tis few daes
was kept busy wif guitar practices+baoc stuff...

together wif melody
so lyk last saturday
we went to ms.stephy aka pingping's hse
i got d chance to see sunshine--steph's doggy

-sunshine+me-

its lyk so cute can!

still, sunshine rocks!

XD

after tat
while awaiting for dinner time
we played MAHJONG!!!
i so love it can!
long time nvr play le!
completely delighted when i saw d table in steph's hse
hahahah

then...
its dinner time!
we went to chomp chomp!
its my 1st time goin der lah
i tink d foods r not bad

n i tell u wat
i juz had it again for todae's dinner!
say me fat or wat

pictures below r basicalli wat we had..

these 2 mini watermelon damn exp can!
watever..its from JAPAN!

OMG! i saw tis suitcase at taka yterdae!

COOL isnt it!!

signing off....

2007-03-14T01:38:00.000+08:00

ALOOOOOOO

look whos here in my entry 2dae....

hahahahahahahahah

ZOO!!!!

me wif dor

aint she cute?

oolalalalalallalalalalalllallalalla...........

2007-03-01T02:14:00.000+08:00

donutsdonuts

wat do u tink of em?..

2007-03-01T00:03:00.000+08:00

UPDATESSS

first of all, wish all of U

A HAPPIE CHINESE NEW YRR!

GONG XI FA CAI!

i noe its alil late

since its still within d chinese new yr's celebration

i guess im not too late yet la hor

hohoho

chinese new yr celebration is always GREAT

all i can say is
FUNFUNFUN

hahah

not forgetting of those fats

so mani YUMMY food to eat!

cant miss it rite?

hahah

tat wud b later problem

HAHAHAH

had my reunion dinner at my dad's side..

its at karimun island..

sumwhere near batam too

a table of food of cos!

GONG XI GONG XI!

hmm

after a tiring start of d day..

da gurlsss

da FOOD!!

2nd day!

we took ferry to another island..

called bintan island..

go my mum's side

den we had another round of wishing each other

wif various kinds of wishing we can cum up wif

LOL

took more pics der...

tats a golden piggie!!!

outside da hse..

coconut trees

p.s chunhui's fav

hehehe

da 2 boys..

karaoke-ing..

bcos of him..im bcum an aunt! XD

da grandchildrensss wif ndPa& ndMa

da fireworks preps!

cool rite!

n da greatest fun was to coleect ANG PAUs!!!

hohoho

spent a few daes in batam

juz came to spore yterdae

had guitar practice

dear stephh is back wif melody again

but

i lost my practice book

huh

think i'll b goin back to batam again 2moro

since i got nth to do here

as for 2dae,

i hav been CHIONG-ING to watch hanayori dango epi 7 & 8

as well as hanakimi epi 14

plus leveling maple

muahahaa

AND NOW

i hav a sudden crave for bakso!

!#$%^$%)^*&!*)#$)(&^

shud i get myself a job?

umm..sian..

till then

POKA!!!

2007-02-08T01:02:00.000+08:00

2007-01-29T23:24:00.000+08:00

yoyoyo

im rather bored now

so wat im goin to say next,
u may take it as a crap

hahhaa

juz kidding

im juz not in tha mood to blog tis few daes
omg
i tell u
i am..

super duper bored!

XD

n i havnt been practising my guitar
damnit
i hav a practice 2moro
n i hav got tons of things to practice on
shitt

oyea

i love stephanie ok
p.s she always say i nvr say tis to her
muahahaha

andd
sad news of d death of 'xu wei lun'
hmm
i found out tat...
she was born on d same date wif me
yea!
n she liked black n white too--same as me la
i felt tat im somehow alike to her
not referring the look for sure
i meant shes gorgeus can!
send my condolence to her..
PEACE

once again
it reminded me tat life is truly unpredictable
dunno why,
i use tis phrase vry often
so start cherishing evryone n evrything arnd u from now onwards!
hahaha
watsoever lah

lalalalalalallallalalalallalaallaalla~~~~~~~

2007-01-24T23:52:00.000+08:00

aloo

hmm
so..
had da last lms class 2dae
sigh
no more of it.

hwver it ended wif a great shot.

hahah

got lyk comments by fellow mates abt me
written on a ppr

well.
evryone needs to do tat

its interesting to noe wat other might say abt u

its so funnie to noe abt their comments on u

yea! I LOVE IT

hahaha

MWAH!!!
i always giggs whenever i see it
hahahahha

swam juz nw
felt so great after tat
since i havnt been exercising for gazillion of yrs

hope i'll not b lazy to swim again 2moro
XD

can anione pls tell me why is ffa tutorial so tough?
its torturing me!

\(^3^)/

2007-01-18T17:29:00.000+08:00

!#$%^&*()_+_)(*&^
^*)(*&!&%$!$#*(()(!%%$
!#$%^&*&!!!)(&()_(*&^%
)(*&^%$##$%^&*()_+_)(*&^%$#
!!!!!$%^&*()_+_)(*&^%$#$%^&*
$%^&*()_+_)(*&^%$^&*()_)(*&^%$#$%^&*()_
#$%^&*()__)(*&^%$#$%^&*()_)(*&^%$

BYEBYE

2007-01-14T16:58:00.000+08:00

a chill for myself while doin myob..

2007-01-14T13:34:00.000+08:00

back to rainy daes again
2dae is freaking cold to me luh
i heard tat johor der flood until so jia lat
hmm

wat might happen to tis world in d future?
..................

watched epl
its been quite long since i saw my 'guy'
muahahha
he scored lahh
tats so cool rite!
lol
quite sleepppy now
-.-

huh
im stuck wif myob

shittt.

sumone pls guide me!!

^-^

2007-01-12T21:09:00.000+08:00

NI HAO

been watching 'war n beauty' in chU
kinda interesting
hahah
its da war between women
queen, concubines n stuff lyk tat...
but indeed
tis reality does exist in tis world
even til nw

okae.
remembered sum lines from tat show
it sounds sth lyk...

"One's luck would be eventually used up one day,
n u cant rely evrything from God,
evrything lies in our human's hands."

so yeah.
wud sumone's luck realli bcum zero one day?
umm...
preety possible yah..
hahah

for today
i kinda met tis kind of incident myself
hmm

its been raining for d whole dae
ceilings in d shelter were leaking
drops of water r evrywhere
n it didnt kena me at all luh
not even for one drop..
not onli tis lah...

-gudgud-

went for maec
i forgot to bring my lappie for presentation
thus it caused half of da mark gone

-badbad-

for d maec test,
i almost didnt do d 1st qn luh
cuz it was on da 1st page, i didnt noe tat there was a qn der
i guess i didnt hear abt d announcement
so i onli saw it when it was already 6 lah
quickli rushed to do it
HENG arh
did it

-gudgud-

waiting for 61 to go hum was realli frustating
so slow+a lot of passangers
-.-

once i got up da bus,
i saw a seat der
n without hesitating
i juz go n sit down der
summore d traffic was in jam
so i tink it might take quite long to reach BB
hence i sat der
1stly i tot i was quite lucky to hav a seat
u noe im simple-minded
lol
but
when d bus walked juz a lil distance
d ceilings of d bus was starting to drip water down
watever aircon or rain water is tat
n it happened to be juz right on my top
-.-!!!!
at first,there were juz a few drops
so i tot it wud b ok
however,
out of awhile
a 'BIG' pile of water juz suddenli poured DOWN
i was lyk WTH
n it continued to leak
not drops, but its lyk leaking water
omg
it was d worst thing thruout todae
it got my hair n clothes wet
fortunateli not tat wet
but still
arghhh

-BADBAD-

so
it happened tat all tis stuff occur to me todae
hence i was thinking...
is d statement true?

'One's luck wud eventualli used up'

its lyk a summary on my life 2dae
although sum bad things happen, but i did also gain sum luck from it

hahah

i shall stop here
alot of things are waiting for me to do
myob not done at all
goodness.

tata

2007-01-11T21:00:00.001+08:00

hm!

back to update u again, my dear diary...
juz feel lyk writing sth here

dee dah dee dah dee dah......

ok
firsly..
got a qn in my mind

you noe,
da tears dat roll down our face everytime...
is actualli cum from where arh?
its lyk always der whenever we need it...
izzit kept sumwhere in our brain?
might not be brain lah, could b head?
den how does it goes up to our brain?
wont it merge wif our blood or sth?
o.O

hahah
i noe im nuts!
but i juz need sum bio to help i guess!
XD

ohya!
im VERY VERY happie luh!!!
i can actualli plae d song 'an jing' wif my beloved guitar le..
its lyk da whole song of it can?
muahahaha
omg.
im so cool rite?
lol

finalli.
iac n lms r both settled
wheeee

somehow i juz cant upload d iac video here
so toot...

i noe im suppose to be studying for maec rite now
lol
how am i goin to get gud grades for maec if i continue tis?

stuck in 2moro's tutorial qns
-.-

HANAYORI DANGO 2 IS OUT!

ISNT IT COOL?

^^

2007-01-11T21:00:00.000+08:00

hm!

back to updating u, my dear diary...
hahah

juz feel lyk to write sth here...
so, here i cum....

ohya..
i got a qn here

you noe,
tears tat roll down ur face everytime, actualli cum from where arh?
its lyk stored in ur brain luh..
when u feel lyk crying or wat, it always der without failing u..
how does it link to our eyes?wont it merge w our blood or sth?
hahah
i tink im nuts!
i need sum bio knowledge pls!
LOL

im so happy luh!
i can play 'an jing' w my beloved guitar already
as in lyk de whole song
omg.
im so cool rite?
muahhaha
u sure noe me..

ohyaya
iac n lms r finalli settled
woohooooo

n tis in my grp's video for iac

2007-01-01T00:50:00.002+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS'06

&

HAPPY NEW YEAR'07

wooohoooooo
i'd say tat yr 2006 was d most fulfilling year in celebrating d blessed merry christmas&new yr

THANKS GOD
amen.

first of all,
i celebrated my christmas in batam
let d pics speak tis time round
^^

on 23rd Dec'06, the night before christmas eve..
we started d celebration with putiing up a big christmas tree+decorations

pics below....

dang dang dang dang

da christmas tree looks so gorgeous right?
haha

24th dec.nite.christmas eve...

attended d christmas eve mass in church
after dat, back hum, n had supper!!!
plus pictures taking!!
hihihi

25 dec.christmas day.

it is da time to hav a home visits during christmas days...

to hav thanksgiving all those...

first stop- olga's

visited a few more houses.....but no pics....

MERRY XMAS'06

31 dec'06.new year's eve.

had bbq party

FUNFUNFUNFUN

will update more next time

quite tired nw

falling asleep to my fantasy land already

lol

tata

2006-12-22T18:15:00.000+08:00

alooo
back here in lan shop again
meeting my dear rica here
bestie since sec sch in btm

hmmm
a bit sian waiting for her
shes fixing her hair in salon
tats why taking her so long

and tats why i got d time to blog
since i hav nth to do
pupupupupu

cant watch youtube
cuz d connection is not gud enuf for watching youtube
so laggish lah

shittie

i wan to watch d new epi for tatta hitosu no koi and hanazakarino kimitachihe so badli!
but CANT
gokusen 2 either!
WTH
hmphhh

spoiled my day

LETS FORGET THESE!

instead....

DING DANG DING DANG

christmas is reaching soon!
so luvin it!
gonnna meet up wif my beloved friends!!!
miss em so muchh
hehe

im gonna hav a christmas tree here
great!

countdown to christmas!

in 3 more days!!!!!

2006-12-20T16:34:00.000+08:00

rainydaysdomakemefeelsleepieallday

its been raining tis few daes
so hating it

back to batam on mon
its darn shocking can
finished project den straight back hum to pack things
so rushing
thanks to mr.ng n mr.liu
haha
anyway im back here earlier
n dats great!hihi

first time for me to bring friends cum to batam
feel bad for em tho cuz it was raining all d time
realli hope dat they enjoy their time here
had a great fun yterdae!haha

its kinda hillarious tat it all started wif d curiousity of eating shark meat
LOL

ohya
baked cookies in d middle of d nite
isnt it idiot
haha
indeed.

it was on sunday
n we juz started to make d cookies at 8pm
wakaka
its fun yet tiring
as always
we actualli ended all tis thing at abt 4am
dingdong!!

so wats da moral of da story?
dun bake cookies at nite.
hm.

im nw in lan shop
as cusin dor asked
wanting to surf d net
suen bian to waste my time
hahaha
vry cheap oso
so nvm
XD

gonna hav pizza hut for dinner later
yay

seeyaapeeps.

2006-12-15T23:30:00.000+08:00

^^

ALOHA

since u all missing me le
so im back here again
hahah
i nw im buai ba
XD

feeling so great after havin all those vicious tests

SCREAMSSSSSSS

well.
actualli.
not been focusing in revising too
hehe

in fact.
i was havin a great time watching youtube
wif sum vry vry nice shows
realli!
lyk Nana, Gokusen n Hanazakarino Kimitachihe
they r so cool pls!
finish watching em le..
into Gokusen 2 rite nw!!!
hihihi

andd..
finalli i got a chance to bake cookies myself
a long long long wish le lo..
on d last day of exams..
i baked cookies lahh
its not my idea though
its cousin dorry's
'he n his idea'
however
failed in d 1st attempt
but finalli got it done
n they r so yummy!!!

IT WAS SO FUN! =D

some butter cookies+choc chips tat we made...

supposingli
wanted to giv my dear classiemates sum candie canes de
well.well.well.
not surprisingli
i actualli forgot abt it
n left it at hum
-.-

EXAMS R OVER!NO!NOT YET!GRRRR!!!!

saw tis photo taken in L.A
at the 'Walk of Fame'
it was lyk a yr ago le
omgoshhh
i miss der so muchh can
i luv there

i SO wanna go SF!!!

bring me there again pls pls pls pls !!!
x10000000000000000000000000000000000 times

dor+tomtom+me
<33
went to vivo+harbourfront juz nw
bought a top from zara finalli got one for christmas le
lyk it so muchh!yeayea!

then went to send my parents off
will miss em

haha
nvm
i'll be back in batam in a few daes time!!
woohooo
however,
tis oso means tat u 'll see a fatter me after holidae!
o God!

AND AND AND
2moro im gonna shopshop again wif sis for christmas!!!
dats so great!

let me introduce...
tis wud be my guitar!
n my new companion
YAY!! XD

luvin' it!
mwah!

2006-12-03T22:43:00.000+08:00

heyyaaa!!!im back wif sum pics!!

Look whos performing!DEAR CHUNHUI!XD

DEAR STEPH n HUIJUN wif ME!! ^^

Look at my stupid face!I LYK IT!

me,cq,hj n slsp!!smiles~~

my fav ruffles pls...

cutey sis n bros!!woohooo!!!at fish n co.

deliciato seafood platter!!special recommended by dear steph!! =D
its superb yummy lahh!! heheh

'mermaid freeze'

'jungle freeze'

crispy french loaf!!!

4 of us!!!

alright
i can onli post sum of d pics for nw...
will upload even more when im free....

TATA

(^3^)/

XOXO

2006-11-30T20:58:00.000+08:00

havent been bloging for awhile
n now im back!

projects r realli annoying
tests r cumin up
i need to realli buck up for tis sem!
dun wan to repeat d smae mistake for last sem again

aja aja evryone!!

ohhyaa
i saw rainbow tis afternoon
did anione see it too?
hahah
vry rare to see it in singapore
n i took few pics of it
=))

shall blog more next time!!
=D

2006-11-21T22:24:00.000+08:00

life can be quite sickening at times
it juz cum beyond ur control
without givin u ani signs at all
life sucks

hmm
had wcom 2dae
was quite nervous at 1st
while waiting for our grp hav d test
and...
i was chosen to bcum d chairman
quite shocked
but wat can i do..
haha
our grp did well tho
so no worries...
=))

had lunch
den slacked at library for awhile b4 goin for lect
i was quite tired since yterdae..
but school went fine

yterdae was fine in d 1st half of d dae

but went so so bad when it reached night

n i missed d guitar lesson

T.T

after sch, continued w project
-.-
no choice
lol

went to mr.ng's hse
to hav a home-visit interview
alrite...
it was damn funnie la during d interview
i laughed lyk hell
its kinda stupid tho
=X

my mood is not going to b vry gud during tis few daes
i guess evryone too

but dun worry
nth will bring us down

2006-11-17T23:43:00.000+08:00

SHALLOM!!!!

2dae was rather fun too

went for maec tutorial
in which u wont b able to fall asleep at
not as in its boring lah, but u noe..
hahah

had lunch 2gether at canteen3
had 'fan chai'+ 'ang mo liu lian' juice
hmmm

den went off for lect
couldnt stop laughing on d 'fortune deity-alike'
lol
no offence

had a guitar practice for awhile for our fingering
wif dear stephh
hahah

i guess i need to get a guitar soon!!

ohya
had lots of donuts from batam

see it from d pics below

wheeeeeeeee

elephante

chick+riceball

flying kite

DONUTS!!

HMM

my fav!

filled with peanut butter!

2006-11-16T18:33:00.000+08:00

im eating my bd cake nw..
hoho..
YUMYUM

2dae was quite fun
TOTALLI DRENCHED
lol

2006-11-16T17:58:00.000+08:00

DRENCHED!!

YUMYUM!

hui seems to b rapping here

Mr. Ng's drawing

COCACOLA~~

LOOK!!
im d winner!!

OMG

FULL FULL!!

CELEBRATION!!

My BD CAKE!!!

dats my
nametag!!

2006-11-13T01:02:00.000+08:00

HAPPIE BURFDAE CAROLINE!!!!

2006-11-13T00:19:00.000+08:00

working is so hard
btw
at least i experienced it already
hahah

1st dae of my work was totally messed up
i tink its cuz of my grp
huh
another thing was my leg was hurting lyk hell
so so so so painful lahh
bcuz of my heels
its lyk a 'deadli' weapon for me on dat nite
ohya, it was friday..
n i reached hum at abt 2++ already
so tired
-.-

luckili 2nd dae was MUCH MUCH MUCH BETTER
compared to d 1st nite
i reached hum at 1++
n 2dae i onli woke up at 1pm
XD
vry vry vry tired me

2006-11-09T23:25:00.000+08:00

YAY

SUSHI!SUSHI!SUSHI!

Chunhui!!! dun miss me arh!! LOL

they both look vry excited a... XD

my IAC grp discussion
*look at d 2 guys (gays)

2006-11-07T23:48:00.000+08:00

i can at least get sum sigh of relief nw

my sis got into pioneer
i feel bad for her actualli
but she has to make her decision quick
it was vry shocking lahh
juz went der for interview
den clicked it
haiz
i realli wants her to enter HSS
but d results is not out yet til dec
huh
-.-

but nvm
at least she can enter a gud class
dats better...

Tomorrow will always be a better day!!!

2006-11-06T21:47:00.000+08:00

im realli tired of all d things
they hav gone realli2 badli lately
n im so fed up wif it....

2006-11-06T01:38:00.000+08:00

2006-11-05T23:15:00.000+08:00

ALOHA!!!

woke up earli in tis mornin
went to churh
but wif a sleepie soul
yawnzz

-.-

went for lunch
i had chicken rice
long time nvr eat le

den back to hum
starting to do hmwk again
stuck halfway
so i stop der
i was so tired after d exhaustion of rest for tis whole week
took a nap

til my sis woke me up
asking me to go vivo wif her

so my sis,jeff n me went tgt
it was their 1st trip der
hmmm
so they were kinda excited lahh
while me...........

had thai express again
cant image dat
i went der n had d same place to eat again

same thing
it was their 1st time eating der
lol

den we walked arnd
bought sum sweets n chocs
they r hell NICE
esp d choc sweets
u shud try it
tho its a bit exp
but its worth tryin lahh

WALKWALKWALK

den my uncle fetched us back
yay

n wat i wan ppl to noe is
IM NOT as RICH as wat u tink
tho im from indo
doesnt mean dat evryone of em is rich

BYE

2006-11-05T00:46:00.000+08:00

2006-11-04T23:31:00.000+08:00

heiiya

2dae was a tiring yet fun day
=)

woke up earli in d mornin
went to boon lay
be one-dae-garranggoonie
hohoh

i was all wet la
bcuz of d irritating sweat..
eeeeee
but it has an effect of workin out too
hahah
sure can slim down de
lol

after dat
went out wif jen
to vivo city

den we ate at thai express
i had d curried soft-shell crab+rice
had tomyum soup n thai chicken wings
jen had a vry deliciato fried rice
n we both enjoyed our meals

after havin a full stomach
we shopped arnd
i bought a pair of earrings, a huge lollipop n a top
spent money again
T.T

i was looking for tote bag
but didnt find one dat i lyk
haizz

we walked until our legs aching lyk hell
wahh..plus tis mornin newspaper collecting..
=((
my poor legs

soon after we headed to harbour front
at der..we ate cakes at swissbake..
i ate choc truffle...yumyum
(no doubt dat is fattening)

as our mouth still ichy
we ate at shi lin..
had meesua+xxl fried chicken
hohoho

at last..
we both were vry vry full
lol

-.-
2 of my cousins argued
so my uncle gt vry furious
n mentioned dat he will stop d internet broadband for 2 weeks

WAT THE HELL

without it, how am i gonna do my things..
plus all school stuff n projectss..

im gonna be so dead

2006-11-04T00:50:00.000+08:00

2006-11-03T22:46:00.000+08:00

alooo

1..2..3..

here my day went...

lalalalalalala

missed bus in d morning
-.-
waited for another 25-30 mins
grrr........

a lil late for d tutorial
0.0
d tutor gt pissed off
who cares?

HEHEHEHEH

after dat, had yong tau foo for lunch
see! even chunhui said dat it's great
hahah
so we eating dat again next time?
^^

den we were off to bmgt lect
d whole lect was lyk HUH

munching skittles was d best thruout d lect
hohoho

back at hum
went straight to bed
n slept
hahah

had dinner
den do bla bla bla
watched d 9pm show de final epi at ch8
hmm
after dat $#$&^%*(&($$*^)(^$#
and #%&)P&^&*____&^%$##

gonna start watching 'nobuta wo produce'
woohoooo

im gonna b karungguni for a day
hahah
1st 'cip' session since i joined poly
^^

mayb goin out w jen after dat

alrite den

till 2moro

TATA

2006-11-03T00:43:00.000+08:00

haiiii
huhuhuhu
2dae is a FUN dae

omg
tis mornin
i juz couldnt keep my eyes open again on d bus to campus
-.-
i was sooo sleepie
zzzzz

but once reached campus..
its getting better
i luv my friendsss
they brighten up my dae
hahah

bought a triangle-shaped sushi
dunno wats d name ler..
at canteen1 sushi stall
tried d mayo crab de..
not bad lahh
hoho

after d tutorial..
a grp of my classiemates wif me, had lunch at timah der
n i seriousli nvr been der b4 la
i had roti pratas n milo dinasour
slurpss... =))

den back to school library
supposingli we wanted to do bca project de
but we couldnt figure out sth dat has link to other parts
thus we had practically did nth..
hahaha

dunno why...

im DAMN HIGH 2dae

from library to d end of school
i was feeling so HYPER
but on d other hand,
feeling lyk an idiot
rite..sth was wrong wif me..

IM such a NUTSIE

had d a briefing on my guitar cca
i'll b havin classical guitar
i den noe dat guitar has alot of types
got classical, accoustic, etc.

hmm...
MELODY
excited to go for d 1st lesson
hahah

reached hum abt 10.30
i wanna sleep man
hahah

doin maec tutorial nw..

lalalalalala

2006-11-02T01:29:00.000+08:00

LOOK AT IT! AINT IT GREAT?

d SUGARISH TOMATO......

2006-11-01T22:20:00.000+08:00

PRIVET!!!

not much things for 2dae
its moving as usual..
n im stuck wif my lappie for lyk HOURS
but i enjoyed it
XD

rite..
i proudly declared dat...........

IM IN LUV WIF TOMATO!!

its vry refreshing kind of 'fruit"

n its vry HEALTHY for us too

especially when u eat it wif sugar

it bcum so crunchie in ur mouth

HAHAHA

im a 'nutritionist'
in my dream lahh!!

dated wif my lappie for 2dae!!
luvin it!

MUACKSS!!

YAY
im goin to receive new songs 2moro
woohoooo

sadsadsad
i was juz been informed dat im nt goin to work for tis week
so my excitement need to be postponed to next sat
i need money!!! LOL
but nvm
hehehe

bca tutorial is damn alot can?!
n d tutorial each week is juz piling up
my goshhh
-.-!!!

Ding Dong Ding Dang..
Dong Ding Dang Dong..
Dang Dong Ding Dong..

!#$%^&*#$#%*#!%@^*(*(*_)(

?!?!?!

WAT WAS DAT?

2006-10-31T23:13:00.000+08:00

harloooo!!!

i was sleepy all day long
hahaha
fun dae 2dae..

went to campus as usual
had wcom tutorial
did abit of d project
n things got boring again
hahah
so i played cartoonnetwork games
LOL
indeed im still childish
(at least still better than steph)
haha..jkjk..
but so fun lahh
muhaha

wahh
ate lunch wif a grp of classiemates
had d jap food
missed it so much
yumyum
but..

mango smoothie der sucks

it didnt taste lyk smoothie at all
-.-
i prefer d one in library..nicer..
hmmmm

OHYA
i've learnt sth new
a food called..
MEE HOON KUEH
HAHAHA
learnt it from chunhui
hohoho

had lecture after dat
n i dun tink i was concentrating during d lect
altho it was an interesting lecture,
but nthg makes sense to me
duhh
hohoho

den had a discussion at library
did sum project thingy
we smuggled food&drink in
OOPS!
lol
we had chocs+pancakes+chips+bubbletea..
had a great time havin fun der!
=)))

im kind of excited for my 1st dae of work
hahahuhuhehehohohihi
XD

I CANT STOP EATING NOWADAYS!!!

WTH

2006-10-30T20:38:00.000+08:00

skipped lect 2dae
too tired le lah
slept too late
causing me to hav panda eyes

O.O

yawnnnzz
tutorials n project stuff r getting more
alot alot of stuff still waiting for me
need to buck up

seriousli
time's realli vry tight nowadays
sighsss

im nw vry worry abt my sis
i guess evryone too
huh
dunno whether she can get in to govt school next yr anot

a lot of problems r running thru my mind lately...

hw can i hav a stable mind while im havin all tis trouble...

I WAN MY SIMPLE LIFE BACK!!!

missing allofyou.......

2006-10-26T22:31:00.000+08:00

huh
im VERY VERY TIRED nw
@#$%&^&*)(&*%^$#$%^&**

EMERGENCY!!!i need a leg massager!!!!

TOOT
hahaha
im nuts

2dae is a shopping trip
went to school as usual
but skipped a lect,
so dat i could meet up w my pa&ma&sis&aunt at orchard
hehehe

we had lunch at DIN TAI FUNG
xiao long baos r great
lol

AGAIN! i didnt buy anything lyk usual..
juz bought a pair of heels from C&K to wear for work
plus a lip gloss from STILA
nthg in particular..

den shopped arnd der for almost d whole dae
SHOPSHOPSHOP
but i didnt buy anything tho..

after dat,
for dinner we had at SIK WAI SIN
its a chinese restaurant
famous for its steamed fish head..n alot more..
which is my parents' fav eating place EVER
hahaha
FULLFULLFULL
XD

NEED MORE EXERCISE!!! hohoho

i tink im half awake rite nw..
booooooooooooo
gonna do my tutorial..

POKA!!!

PRIVET!!!!!

2006-10-24T23:25:00.000+08:00

HELLO YELLO!!!!

IM BACK AGAIN

a new blog again
My old blog juz dissapeared lyk dat..huh?!!
WTH Yaya..n tis is my new blog..
N i dun see d reason why i need to create
has it gone expired cuz it has been left for a mth?
SO DUHH
I was so pissed off la..
juz rite on d day dat i hav lots of things to say, i cant write anything without my blog..
SHITTIE
hahah!forget it!
i hav gotten a new one..nice?nice?
i noe mani of u missing me already rite?LOL

hmm
i oso dunno why i chose tis skin
does it show my personality?
is dat my real self?
IS TIS D REAL ME?
huh
Im still looking for d answer nw

CAN ANIONE GUIDE ME THRU?

nthg special for 2dae tho..
went to interview for job wif jenn
clicked it n can start working anitime
its at ritz carton
n for dat, i hav to lose out my saturdaess =((
nvm..since i need money..lol
after dat, shop wif sis at marina square
surprise! surprise! surprise!
I DIDNT BUY ANTHING LYK WAT I ALWAYS DID!!

HAHAHAHAHHAHAH

WOOHOOO
i was quite happie tho..lol
so i treated my sis dinner at HANS
hahaha
at last, i onli bought a SEVENTEEN mag-US de..

back at hum..i watched death note movie, no sub..
but it is almost d same as d anime one bah..
cant wait for d next movie of it!!! lol

watchin 'tatta hitotsu no koi' too, huijun intro de..
wahh..d story is SUPER SWEET kind la..
hehehe

but
im havin pain on all parts of my body nw
T.T